reality...reality....

My dad gave me some hard and much needed reality wisdom. The theme of my life has been one certain thing because that certain thing has been the deity and king of my life. My writing talents have suffered and been stunted because of unnatural focus on that one issue. Dad was like its time for me to start seeing in technicolor...time to put away the old family black and white set, trading in this narrow perspective for Yahwehs eyesight and His broad understanding and perception and its the truth...ruach hakodesh really spoke to me. Isaiah 6:1 was him speaking to me about the death and dethroning of that one false deity and king that has usurped and held the attention, my attention that I have given freely to that deity/king, which is lust and perversion; that as they die...i will see Yah finally and be consumed with Him and consumed with seeing me as He sees Me the way ive consummed my life and gifts under/with those two. So after all of that its truly time to stretch out and choose to step from under wrong consummation and see life, see colors, see me as He sees me..and begin to take into possession who I am...its time for this centurion in training, this soon to be senator and centurion, eventual commander and finally 'Dux Bellorum,' Royal War Duke (warlord) of Yahweh to begin training and maturing and practicing warship. I see me in color moving beyond the theme of my entire life, my sexuality. Thank you Ruach HaKodesh and thank you daddy! ~Duke Pre de Jean