Well after more than a year since I last saw my vocal instructor...I had my first voice lesson on the 27th of this month. My pastor was with me and he, not even really knowing much about the voice classically, commended me about how well i did considering I hadn't been to see her in so long.

After reviewing the recorded lesson...here's a few things I noticed from listening:

it seems that from years of mocking dramatic singers (i.e. Denyce Graves, Dame Gwyneth Jones etc) i've succeeded in causing vowel distortion to my vowels...especially the 'ah' vowel which always seems to sink back into the throat keeping me with an unnatural wolfy, psuedo dark sound. I imagine my true vocal tone has shades or flecks of darkness in it; but the tone is more honeyed, more light...sopranoish with dark inflections...but it should be thrilling and free. I'm going to have to practice more on the italianate 'ah' vowel....making certain that the sound is ALWAYS forward...hitting the back of the teeth more as Dr. Lines says.

I must break myself from judging my progress and sound based on listening to myself. I can't help but remember Dr. David Jones' article about the acoustical deception of singing involving the internal listening of how you sound.

I have to also learn that above or right at a F# I will have to start thinking light...lifted and head voice much as soprano's think. Perhaps one of the reasons i've not been able to hit a G or even the Ab above C5 is because i've tried to carry too much heft, too much meat up the scale. On the flip side...much time and patience will have to be given over to ironing out the problems with the lower part of my range. I want to be able to dip into chest with no problems and sculpt it to the degree that it can carry. I want my entire range to gain an eveness from top to bottom.

I'll have to throw out all of what I learned previously...especially since Dr. Lines told me that the very first time I met her and learn to shut up and be teachable! Im under a new instructor and I don't know anything! LOL I want to sing and I want to sing with a gloriously beautiful instrument. I have the raw natural tools and they must be tempered and cultivated and she's the one to do it. I'm going to settle down and embrace my own sound and not some other operatic performers'. I'm going to love my sound and see the finished product.

After listening to the voice lesson; its amazing that my voice is still intact after the years of not working the vocalises and building and the lack of performance as well as the neglect and negligent usage of the vocal instrument. From today on I will treasure and take care of my instrument because I only have one and if I loose this one, I cannot get another one. #stewardship101

Working on Mahler will be much more difficult than I thought...because now I have to learn to sing it artistically as the composer wants it...but first I have to fine-tune some things with the basic instrument.

More sleep at a reasonable time...
More water...and physical exercise...
breathing exercises...

After that...this time around I can't waste any more time...gotta get this like a hustler...gotta get ant-mode on this. Even with writing and acting...singing has always been my first passion and biggest dream. Right now I don't know where all of this is going to go and i'm comfortable with it...I do have a goal and my goal is to get my voice together for a recital that Dr. Lines will perform with me and a possible musical to be apart of. I've got to get #AntStatus according to Proverbs 6 and work work work on this! Excited and thankful to the Father for permitting me to still have something to work with!

'after much consideration; i'm embracing my sound and not ordering my sound after someone else's. i'm not just a vocalist or a voice....i am a walking, living , breathing, talking instrument. a living wind instrument.' #Singer'sCreed #SongCycles

Responsibility of a Minister

Before being ordained as a Prophet and/or a Seer...I wanted to go back to my roots...to the place I skipped over and that was when I was licensed in the Baptist Denomination as a Minister in 2007. Today it was like I was thinking how I'm like the kid in 7th grade studying things for the 9th grade etc. and i'm not in that grade. I know i'm a Prophet and Seer among things but I never settled down and submitted myself to the teaching of The Mediator in terms of being a Son and Minister. I was ordained a Minister and I never looked into what that entailed. What does Yahweh expect from me regarding being His Son and His Minister. I ducked into my insecurities, offenses, fears etc and ran into being Prophet and Seer before being broken and prepared to be His Minister. Perhaps this is one of the sacrifices He desires. Can I sacrifice being called Prophet/Seer? I need power and anointing but more than that I need to know how to be responsible to what was given to me in 2007 that I didn't really begin flowing in or living out. So thats where I am. Typed this bit of information up...may be making a manual or something...not certain yet but i'm going to just type and compile to see what comes of it. Enjoy!

Yeshua taught
the workings of the Kingdom:
Respect and Fear for our King, Yahweh Elohim
morals
ethics
values
order
laws
conduct
citizenship/identity/paternity
structure
hierarchy
allegiance
responsibility
accountability
service
etc.

all of these sub-branches make up one thing: RECONCILIATION
to who?
To the Eternal, Invisible King, YAHWEH ELOHIM
We come extending these things and more...because the things we're extending...the knowledge that The Kingdom we were once connected to; but lost; is now availiable for you to RETURN to; for you to SUBMIT to, for you to GIVE YOURSELF over to; opportunity for You to become connected to YAHWEH ELOHIM, King of Eternity and Time; Heaven and Earth through anointed saving (salvation) way He's provided which is the belief AND complete, firmly fixed support of His Messiah, Yoshua ben Yosef; the Davidic King who serves as THE WAY...to where? to who? BACK to YAHWEH ELOHIM; and THE DOOR...to where? to who? BACK to YAHWEH ELOHIM and the Kingdom He rules over. We are Ministers of Reconciliation (Reconciling the Hearts (totatlity of who you are and who I am) of Mankind BACK to the Heart (totatlity, essence, beginning of Who HE is and who You are in Him). The Five-Fold government comes in to equip, prepare, grow, mature, cultivate You in that Reconciliation. The Reconciliation of Yahweh is multi-faceted; but leads to the same, certain, fixed, fulcrum and point: Not Messiah, but His God and Father; YAHWEH ELOHIM.
The Ministry of Reconciliation that Yoshua ben Yosef preached was
The King, Himself, YAHWEH ELOHIM
The Kingdom of Heaven/God
Kingdom & Righteousness
The extension of LIFE
Wholeness/Soundness
Miracles, Signs, and Wonders (to the unbelievers)

What does it mean to be a Minister?
Yahweh is a stickler for order and its not enough for you to be recognized as a Leader or Minister by Heaven alone. Because Yahweh respects order so much...He has made it where BOTH Heaven and Earth must agree that You are who He has elected and chosen you to be.
Its not enough to be known in Heaven as 'Prophet' but the ANNOUNCEMENT by the FATHER thru a Father; a Paternal Representative (PR) in the Earth has not been released. Heaven and Earth are not yet in agreement. A Witness is made between two parties and Heaven respects that law because YAHWEH established that Law.
We are all Ministers of Reconciliation; licensed or unlicensed...BUT we are to have Sound leadership and oversight over us as we each step out to Minister Reconciliation or Extend  a Service to the World-Consumer. Someone in leadership thats sound and Yahweh ordained must be over the one Yah has brought into the Administrative real of souls or the layperson to make certain that both are leaving with the same sound, right, ripe fruit and not anything rotten or under-ripened. There IS ORDER in the Kingdom and one CANNOT just go all half-cocked or freely, or willy nilly throughout the earth and into the world without sancitioning from leadership...the kind that says layperson or licensed minister...you have the sound word of the gospel, the appeal, the reconcilatory message that Yahweh wants delivered to the un-believer etc.
The Message, Appeal, Gospel Yoshua preached and taught was whats called the 'Law of Moshe;' which is actually the Law of Yahweh and the main crux of his message was THE KINGDOM AND KING. His Father and God. It wasn't Salvation. The content of his message was NOT the fine points of being saved. The only time he spoke about being Born Again; which is DIFFERENT from Salvation; was to Nicodemus and that was only ONE time that's recorded! The content of his message was REPENT...THE KINGDOM OF YAHWEH/HEAVEN IS HERE. Then he would elaborate on the inner workings of the KING, KINGDOM, AND HIS GOVERNMENT. The message was the Re-introduction of the Kingdom of Heaven and IN that message lay the salvation and redemption of mankind IF they chose to reconcile to YAHWEH and what He was extending to them/us through His Son-Messanger.

Reflections...

woke up today a little crass...when my Pastor called with all these jobs that required The Administrator LOL in any event I called him back and he instructed me to put on my music and prepare for Ruach HaKodesh to download some things in my spirit and really just get my day started the right and mature way. I'm thankful for his parenting...his guidance. I needed that before my renegade mouth caused some un-needed mess!

I begin to just admire and esteem Abba and repent about some things, some character immaturities while washing those, long overdue, dishes and tidying up the kitchenette. I can't remember what I was doing but as I listened to peeps praising Yahweh I begin to think about me...and I happened to remember coming across the fb page of a friend i'd been knowing for years, this was yesterday, but I came across his page and I began to look through his pictures and I was shocked at not only how small he is (not that it has anything to do with anything) but I was mostly shocked that even in photographs one could still see the mark of his struggle with perversion in the way of homosexuality. My heart went out to him...but more than that I began to look at me. I began to stare at me and I remembered my Pastor telling me that the place to start at when Worshipping Yah would be to just look in the mirror and see right there the changes that had occured within me since 2006...and that would be enough to start thanking Him and appreciating Him.

I'm not saying in any way that i'm better than my boy, but I began to look at me and as I looked at my reflection and meditated on the fact that I bear NO resemblance to who I was and how I looked between the years of 2003-2006...i couldn't help but just extol my Father! I connected with another dude from my past years at Lamar who was in the same struggle and he didn't EVEN recognize me at all! Until he really looked at me. I reflected on those things and immediately Ruach brought back the scripture I Thessalonians 2:13 Amp:



1 Thessalonians 2:13

Amplified Bible (AMP)

¹³And we also [especially] thank God continually for this, that when you received the message of God [which you heard] from us, you welcomed it not as the word of [mere] men, but as it truly is, the Word of God, which is effectually at work in you who believe [^[a]exercising its superhuman power in those who adhere to and trust in and rely on it].

Man when I tell you I was like...WOW...and at the same time i'm pondering this scripture...i'm listening to Witness singing 'Why Not,' to my favorite part that says: 'Only Surrender' and i'm like yo...the Word of Yahweh is so powerful. So powerful that physically, my countenance doesn't resemble or look anything like I did in those former years! What?! It has been/ and is the Word of YAHWEH, effectually/continually at work in me, who support/believe, exercising its above-natural, superhuman power in me, who adhere to, trust in, and rely on it! Oh...my...GOSH! His Word(s) about me, over me, to me, in me, under me, around me, is responsible for; at the least (understatement), my physical change...the way i look in my countenance right now!!!!!!!!!!

Another scripture that immediately followed that one was this in Psalm 138:2:

2  I will bow down toward your holy temple,

and give thanks to your Name for your loving kindness and for your truth;

for you have exalted your Name and your Word above all.

Wow...and i've also been in Psalm 119, thought not nearly enough as I should, but thats going to change. Cant waste time where His Word is concerned; but There is something infinitely sacred and weighty about His Word that He would esteem, lift up, speak highly of, immediately recognize worth, value, highly regard, appreciate, favor, account, respect His own word...even above His own holy name which is overly majestic and sovereign! Wow..

I also was reminded of the portion of Scriptures that refer to the Law of Yahweh being pure and clean...found in Psalm 19:7-9 Amp and Web versions:

⁷The law of the Lord is perfect, restoring the [whole] person; the testimony of the Lord is sure, making wise the simple.

    ⁸The precepts of the Lord are right, rejoicing the heart; the commandment of the Lord is pure and bright, enlightening the eyes.

    ⁹The [reverent] fear of the Lord is clean, enduring forever; the ordinances of the Lord are true and righteous altogether.

7  Yahweh’s law is perfect, restoring the soul.

Yahweh’s testimony is sure, making wise the simple.

8  Yahweh’s precepts are right, rejoicing the heart.

Yahweh’s commandment is pure, enlightening the eyes.

9  The fear of Yahweh is clean, enduring forever.

Yahweh’s ordinances are true, and righteous altogether.

I then just came upon a scripture right in Psalm 119:140 as a matter of fact that says His word is Pure:

¹⁴⁰Your word is very pure (tried and well refined); therefore Your servant loves it.

140  Your promises have been thoroughly tested,

and your servant loves them.

This is just the scriptures The Counsellor brought to my attention...to meditate on. I'm going to look for scriptures that talk about the Word of Yahweh tranforming and changing a person. Purifying a person. I know that according to Ephesians 5:25-28 Word washes and purifies:

²⁶So that He might sanctify her, having cleansed her by the washing of water with the Word,

26  that he might sanctify it, having cleansed it by the washing of water with the word,

Just sitting here the last two scriptures are those that The Counsellor reminded me of. There's power in His Word like we may not have a real clue about. His Word alone is responsible for exercising its Above-natural, Superhuman power within me to change my soul, my mind, thoughts, inclinations, will, emotions, reasoning, logic, intellect, wisdom, philosophy, opinions, etc. into those He desires me to be and have...those that were present in the mind of Messiah Joshuah! Wow...its not over by a long shot but wow!

I remember dad saying CONTINUE in the word...there's a destination, the purpose, intent/intention of Yahweh that must be reached on time by me; and its only reached and fulfilled by CONTINUING IN His Word...and nothing else! The Counsellor just reminded me what Rabbi Khannah Josue' spoke about on her cd about the Kingdom Language...I think its about moving into the flame of Yahweh..that the more you move into the flame of Yahweh...the more YOU change. He never changes...but it may appear that He changes...but its actually YOU that changes as you continue or progress more and more into SHIN, the Eternal Flame of Yahweh. Wow...My mind went back to the CJB's rendition of Ari'el the (Fireplace of Yahweh, altar...hmmmmm)

The fact is...unbeknown to me...He has had me progressing in SHIN for years and really since 2006 and I didn't even know it. His Word is a flame...its a light...but also a flame that demands change...demands that you conform to it. Its that fire of refining that changes you in the essence, burning away all the 'dross' the impurities and unecessaries...WOW! Its the power of SHIN.

Going back to the oracle of Yesha'yahu that speaks about Ari'El. Ari'el means (Fireplace on Elohim's altar; and Lion of Yah, altar-hearth) My desire is to become the Altar-hearth of Yahweh...the holder of His eternal flame...the flame of SHIN. I believe His word is Fire (Jeremiah said it) and I desire to keep the Fire burning upon the ari'el according to Leviticus 6:13...the fire of His Word must be active in my life on the daily...I have to change for the excellent! Gonna continue to take in Psalm 119 with the surrounding scriptures as they attest to the above-natural, superhuman power of the Word of Yahweh...his Flames.

One last thing. I've got to remind myself that in Sunday's service The Counsellor Spoke what he'd already witnessed or testified to Yahweh; that I am indeed His Son...its time for me to continue Yielding or Surrendering to the Charge of The Counsellor (Eph. 4:30) as he grooms me for service to my Father. I'm HIS Son and His Word is responsible for the changes in my life at this juncture...in my NOW. WOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! I will be an ari'el to Yahweh's Word...the fire of His word! I have to!

-Orrin

Irony

the woman interviewed

by the young girl.

darling...

you'll have to

forgive me...

forgive my brazeness,

my blunt disclosure...

i've never

been a woman to

hide and

'po'mouf' around

real subjects...especially where i'm

concerned. i've

loved sex...loved orgasms...

loved getting my dose of physical hights...loved

the afterglows...the satiations

that lingerd...

i was never a scared woman...in

a world where women with love for sexuality and

its intricacies have been and are frowned

upon; i went for what i

wanted with gusto...black, brown, white, cream,

faun, ecru, tall, short, muscular or lean...

i went for any man i desired...

weathered the persecution

of other less than liberated females...my

skin became teflon to

the projectiles of

'slut,' 'whore,' 'man-stealer...' and chile the list

went on.

i enjoyed the chase...enjoyed the dominance...the

taste of power...endured the

insults of other men...who hated being beat at their

own games...if had always been good

for them to get

away with it...however...i've never regretted my

primal pursuits for

ultimate sexual fulfillment.

she chuckled...a gorgeous woman...stately and strong...her eyes

twinkled with challenge and barely concealed pride.

the young girl asked her:

Madame...how...how...

insightful...but in all

your conquests....how do you feel about giving

away all of YOU...recieving

nothing in return? Do you

realize you're all...tapped...out?

it would seem you've never

held the cards to anything....you've spent

your life folding.

the young girl walks aways quietly...leaving the woman

behind.

©2011 -SpokesmaN

15 Random Pop (Cont.)

(xxv)

all nite assignatons
6am wind down-kerouac,
3rd book, untired hands.


(xxvi)

6am sentry
naked in bed, sleep...
gone; Law & Order.


(xxvii)

ignored problems
demanded notice and
immediate equity.


(xxviii)

skilled man
with forensic eyes
root of pain located.


(xxix)

within clay form
abominations arise
that maketh desolate.


(xxx)

stretched lips-parted
portals to her
liquid hiri kari.


(xxxi)

she, laid bear
fury churns.....spills an
armada of obscenities.


(xxxii)

old man
sailing thru night
no need for sleep.


 (xxxiii)

pregnant with pyramids
sandstorms brought by
Set defying reason.


(xxxiv)

corruption
demonic robes whispering
governmental hymns.


(xxxv)

thumb thru skin
old pores, reading
life tales in aramaic.


(xxxvi)

ceremonies. endless rituals
high priests decapitated
words...eery quiet.


(xxxvii)

wordless menorahs
lights with sluggish
casting of dull whispers.


(xxxviii)
in your eyes
pagan orgies...the
writhing of untamed thoughts.


(xxxix)
a sagging bed
book opened-eyes,
lithium slits.





©2011

(i) eightwordstory

(a)

love, unattainable because its not feelings but action.


©2011

Repertoire List for my Professional Music Resume

Repertoire List


English

Strike The Viol - Purcell
I Been Through The Storm - Burleigh
Total Eclipse - Handel
(Samson)
Wedding Song - Peeters
Where E're You Walk - Handel
(Semele)
My Lord What A Morning - Burleigh
Were You There? - Burleigh
Ever I Saw - Rorem
O Divine Redeemer - Gounod
The Monotone - Cornelius
Hear My Prayer, O Lord - Dvorak
If With All Your Hearts - Mendleelssohn
(Elijah)
Crucifixtion - Payne
He Was Despis'd (Mezzo) - Handel
(Messiah)
I Love And I Must (Mezzo) - Purcell
I Attempt From Love's Sickness (Mezzo) - Purcell
When I Am Laid In Earth (Mezzo) - Purcell
(Dido and Aneas)
He Shall Feed His Flock w/Recit (Mezzo) - Handel
(Messiah)Sinner Please Don't Let Dis Harvest Pass (Mezzo) - Burleigh
City Called Heaven (Mezzo) - Hall Johnson



Italian 

Care Selve - Handel
Ombra Mai Fu (Baritone/Mezzo) - Handel
(Serse)
Lasciatemi Morire (Mezzo) - Monteverdi
(Ariana)
Tu Lo Sai (Mezzo) - Torelli
Amarilli Mia Bella (Mezzo) - Caccini
Sebben Crudele - Caldara
Nina - Pergolesi
Danza, Danze Fanciulla - Durante
Per Pieta - Stradella
Lascia Che Pianga (Mezzo) - Handel
(Rinaldo)
Soccorete Luci Avare (Mezzo) - Barbara Strozzi
Che Faro Senze Euridice (Mezzo) - Gluck
(Orfe Ed Euridice)
Pur Ti Godo, Pur Ti Miro (Nerone/Mezzo) - Monteverdi
(L'Incoronazione Di Poppea)Recitative e duetto: Madre...Son nata a Lagrimar (Mezzo) - Handel
(Giulio Cesare in Eggito)
Oh, Del Mio Dolce Ardor (Mezzo) - Gluck
(Paride Et Elena)


French

Ici Bas - Faure
Te Souviens Tu - Godard
Extase - Duparc
L'Heure Exquise - Hahn
Adieu - Faure
Seule! - Faure
Elegie - Massenet


German

Stille Nacht - traditional
Zueignung - Strauss
Nacht Und Traume - Strauss
Lebe Wohl (Baritone/Mezzo) - Wolf
Ein Schwan - Grieg
Morgen (Mezzo) - Strauss
An Sylvia (Baritone/Mezzo) - Schubert
Ohne Dich du Hessge Liebte (Mezzo) - Gluck
(Che Faro Senza Euridice)
Ruhe, Meine Seele (Mezzo) - Strauss
Erbarme Dich, Sein Gott - Bach
(St. Matthaus Passion)Ach, Bleibe Doch Mein Liebstes Leben - Bach
(Bach Cantata No. 11)
Ach, Golgatha? - Bach
(St. Matthews Passion)
Hurr, Hop, Hurr, Hop (Hexenlied) (Mezzo/sprechstimme) - Humperdinck
(Hansel Und Gretel)


Latin


Agnus Dei (Mass in B Minor) - Bach
Panis Angelicus - Traditional
Domine Deus - Vivaldi
(Mass Gloria)


Spanish


La Tarara - F.G. Lorca

haikumatics [prologue]

     *Started earlier than I intended with diving back into haiku. Came across this webazine site called Simply Haiku http://www.simplyhaiku.com/ and found some excellent articles and examples of the form. I'm not sure what it is about haiku that draws me, and come to think of it; I never stopped to consider why I so love the idea of these things...perhaps its the seer and prophet in me...or more importantly it could be the essence of my Abba in me. He never speaks outside of what absolutely needs to be said...I believe that the 'haiku nature,' and 'haiku mind,' or 'haikuography' came from Yahweh. He's a man is TRULY a man of few words! I find it amazing that even my spiritual father is actually a man of few words and never has a problem basking in silence. As each day progresses i'm being awakened to the fact that these 'haiku moments;' which I believe are actually 'Selah/Higgaion' moments are what my Abba has always intended me to operate in; not so that I could hear the 'still small voice,' cause Abba's voice was still and small for Elijah but His voice is by no means weak, thin, and fall...but I believe these moments are orchestrated and demanded for sensitivity building and existing in the other meaning of the word 'Holy' which means to be intergrated and whole with one's self. How awesome is that?

     As I begin to really study Psalm 119, Proverbs 8 & 9, as well as Romans 8 and Ephesians 4...i'm looking to bring rest to the entire totality of my soul...and learn how to engage and grow and benefit from these 'haiku moments' that are actually 'Selah/Higgaion' moments. In any event here's a couple of haiku.

haiku #3

frm this young, blk mouth;
propaganda to mve mankind
toward the 'east,' to HIM.

 

                                         haiku #4

                                        to draw attention
                                        life lived bombastically
                                        falls on deaf eyes

haiku #5

i've carried  this need to far... waters call.

                        haiku #6

                                  late evening sun
                                           mikki howard touches
                                                            my ears...cars rush.

haiku #7

world passing by
young man busy
computer gazing.

                                                  haiku #8

                                              in papyrus sky...
                                                            El scrawls his
                                            promise-rainbow.

©2011/+SpokesmaN

4 American Sentence

*Exploring new forms of manipulating words...well new to me anyways. But hadn't forgotten my good old American Sentences. I will be heading back to my foundations, haiku, sonku, and tanka soon. Pushing to get to a place where I don't think so much when I scribe; but actually just capture a moment sans thoughts/thinking; much like my photographic peeps. Will be back to sharing my Haikuography...



(c) - viewin the rain. the crazy thing is i need to be free...must live free.

(d) - the let up of rain brought more walk-ins searchin for habitation.

(e) - hadn't been on twitter in a minute...tired of all the info.

(f) - i saw them, wanted them...erection beggin' to be tamed...epic fail!

today's poetic scribblings...[6/23]

dixdeux

(ii)


the grand slate-hued robes of L'Eminence Gris
enters the from the west; approaching storm; grand
and deft!

*L'Eminence Gris: Gray Eminence


©2011



kimo (israeli haiku form)


(i)

'cows and bulls of bashan'...silly people
full of mundane prophetics-
weak, earth-bound, divining.

*'cows and bulls...' false prophets/prophetesses



©2011



quinzaine (forrainfalls)


(ii)


this hollow'd rain fell, cars breathe
sighs of relief. slow
moments flow.


©2011



tetractys (for my passion)


(ii)


so
many
projects, so
little time...now
focusing on my first love: sweet singing.


©2011



triquain


(ii)

i would
become enlightened by my
face buried within His Book!


©2011



naani


(ii)

the scope of my call...
the gravity of
it leaves me breathless...
i must be prepared!




©2011/SpokesmaN

Various Poetic forms i'm experimenting with

               2 Dixdeux

              
             
                Secret of Yah


He would reveal His covenant to those
who revere Him, seeking His way more than
                  there own.



               Transformation


i find myself yearning to be free of
the remnants of appetites, not of him.
                   freedom!



4 hay(na)ku


I.

He
frequently craved
new, fresh experiences.


II.

i
have caught
things within life.


III.

Yah...
you hve
what I need.


IV.

Abba...
correction...You're
what I need.



Quinzaine


how futile life, without You.
am I real desperate?
will i run?



Tetractys

what
i need
is You...en/
throned in my heart...
what must i do to totally give in?



growth (triquain)


mature...
waking up to needing You.
now life is really defined.



naani


with no thought i'll
turn what seems to be
reality; giving me as
sacrifice that'd draw His interest.




Microfiction


Craving


Saw his figure moving past, no notice. Now see me staring after him,
loins burning with lust...i quickly recite scripture to quell the
feeling...*sigh* moment passes.



Front Desk


hands across tired computer, 9pm and he runs to lock the outside
pool door. 'I can't wait to get home.' this quick sigh met with the
approach of yet another customer.




©2011/+SpokesmaN

BLACKNESS [3 Bytes]

**A byte is a complete poem consisting of exactly eight syllables. No other requirements. Line and stanza breaks may be placed wherever. The name comes from computer terminology.

Afro [Byte 1]

a-bun-
-dance
of
blkness...
deep
lines.

Niger [Byte 2]

in
me lie
blk nile
feedin'
earth.

Hymn [Byte 3]

pray-er...
was
u
walkin'
my
soil.

©2011/+SpokesmaN